Dear Saffron;
I find myself in another bad situation. L has gone home to stay with her family and see her own doctor. She has made arrangements to write her finals in January. I’m only mildly jealous. I, on the other hand, seem to have screwed myself over yet again. I haven’t finished my final assignment for one of the classes that I need to graduate. This is the class that suffered the most while L was still here and I was trying to help her with her depression. I’ve talked to the prof and basically I have told her all about my situation but… it isn’t looking very good for me. Why do I let this happen to me?
On the postive size, I have lost a bit of weight. Nothing really noticeable but I feel better about myself. Hopefully I can continue with that. Especially since I am going to Mexico with L for Christmas. Can’t wait!!
Back to me ranting about the badness in my life. I feel like I am going to have an panic attack. That’s why I’m writing. Whenever I feel a panic attack coming on, I start writing and it calms me… makes the anxiety go away. I think that’s one reason why I love writing so much. It’s weird. I didn’t think that I would ever be comfortable sharing online, but I love that fact that no one close knows that I have a blog.
I wrote the LSAT (Law School Admission Test) this morning. I think that I did pretty good one it. I answered all the questions. Some people that wrote this morning, apparently had trouble with judging the time. I wonder if I should be worried…
Well, I guess I should get to bed. Hopefully I will be able to sleep now. So tired.
Love, A
